I believe in Magic

Namaste Om Shalom readers. It’s been a while since ive posted a blog, walking through the last of the muddy banks of my past, here i stand on the lush soft grasses of the other side … The NOW …
The picture was posted from an Angel, Rosalie http://facebook.com/TheCrystalGateway
For 10 days i have been staying at a natural healing centre. In natural i mean a place of refuge, where there is no programmes, no orthodox teachings and no spiritual structures other than the beautiful healing energy this small organic farm offers. Lot 4 …
Jill and Jim (Bill) own this property, Jill passed from her physical body last year however she has not passed over, Jills beautiful seeking spirit energy is everywhere, as i write she strokes my legs as a loving maternal presence so needed as i invite the Goddesses Love into my every being.
Jim (Bill) is a wonderful man, born exactly 5 years before myself the 01/17, spirit filled and with the Love of Jill has opened his home to those that are led here for healing and fellowship. I am staying in their first little house they built when they arrived on this piece of Mother Earth. I understand Jills passing, as last year i too wanted to cross over, the pain and cleansing was taking place in all 5 of my bodies, at times the intensity was overwhelming. NOW I’m so very grateful of being carried across the gap (the veil lifted) I’ve stayed on to watch and experience such magical times i always secretly believed should, and NOW are happening for all of us on this beautiful planet Gaia, and out into, and of, The Universe.
This morning after a good nights sleep comparable to the Celebration of Krishna Janmashstami 16/17th/18th where sleep was immeshed with wired energies along with Expansive Jupiter kissing Loving Venus as they marched over my Leo Ascendant with the Moon dancing in Taurus my 10th House of Integrity, this morning it was different.
Coming to from sleep I sat listening to the ringing in my ears grateful to be alive for another day. The ringing is not new, I’ve read it is a symptom of ascension however this morning i tuned into the tone of the highest note. Shower then meditate i was urged, which i did then grabbing my phone for a timer, a Yahoo or should i say Yeeha message came through, ting. These days i trust my contacts and the beautiful ting tone my phone makes when contact is made. Whether i read it or not, it is contact, ting.
The notification was from Blue Butterfies And Me, Sindy had posted a blog and to be honest i haven’t been utilizing WordPress but today i was urged, so before meditating i sat on my cushion in the Sun and read her blog …
What a gift…
in this blog, i would like her to know how effective Sindy and Her friends were/are for me … thank you Angels including Jai who is a very special spirited Soul with such Knowledge, Art and Heart …
Cosmic Expansion & Bliss was the title and here I AM responding to her Blog with a yes, “I believe in magic”. A link was posted which i was led to click and was advised to listen to the video with eyes closed then again watching with eyes opened. A few minutes into the song whilst eyes closed and sitting in lotus position, within i felt the rhythm of Indian Dance swirl throughout. Manifesting in the physical, i was an Indian Goddess dancing Bollywood moves i had only ever seen in Videos and Films. My arms and hands were delicate my upper body in perfect rhythm … i once could Dance you know!
The 5th Chakra along with the 3rd opened up releasing such ecstasy as creative Dance energy lit up within, oh it was Bliss, a tear rolled down the left side of my cheek. I can NOW AGAIN DANCE !!!
Watching the beautiful video the last weeks remembered scenarios that I’d lived through were all portrayed in synchronicity in the video … Here is the link Sindy posted, the video i listened to and watched, from  Mayine Tree Wisdom i thank you …
As you can imagine my meditation evoked Kundalini, my 6th Chakra opened in the Sun beautifully, words can never give true meaning to he Joy rushing through me at ONE breathing with Life.

Afterwards sitting and eating my breakfast looking out over the organic vege garden across to the tall leafy trees the whole Universe bowed down as i returned the gesture of Love flowing through me to the Universe. The leaves glistened and danced, vibrating, breathing in and out the Love to and through me … It has taken nearly all day on and off in the Sun to write this, looking up another wounded Goddess and her child have arrived here at Jill and Jims (Bills) natural healing centre …
I pray she may receive the blessings of her Highest Self others have so far received on this property of healing.

Namaste OM Shalom
Light is Love
Love U All


TODAY I LIVED & LEARNT … The Teacher Is Within

My time spent meditating today is/was/will be so valuable. Previous experience meditating under a precious Dolma ( Buddhist Nun ) in 2005 gave me the form to hold my body sitting in Lotus position and the reasons why to hold the hands chin tongue and eyes in a certain way. Vippassana has taught me a couple of even different methods. Breathe …
In 2009 & 2010 my teachers were within, I was in terrible emotional pain after losing all through the GFC and all I could do to save mySelf from myself was meditate 20 minutes daily and 35 minutes Yoga.
Since late 2010 and moving Cities I have not been able to get back the discipline within to regularly meditate.
Last year some of us experienced a major spiritual growth spurt, I was well aware of what I needed to do however being distracted by so much information and so many well meaning people it has taken till this year to “get serious” again.
There are many teachers who have offered their help through my facebook page this year, meditators, chakra healers and remote reiki healers. When my teachers were within I was taught to heal others and had a great enjoyable business going for 4 years until I started allowing too many other well meaning people around me from my new local community to dissuade me, it was a subtle influence and now I have no business. Recently on FB I allowed two teachers to help, one who required sending money to India his homeland (called dakshini ) the other required to see my chakras online bare skinned, both these methods have made me feel uncomfortable. Last night I explained so and the Dakshini ( money to the teacher ) method sacked me and the chakra healer from the Himalayas said they’d wait till I was ready. Not sure I’ll ever be ready to expose my naked-ness online.
Waking up this morning feeling unsure of whether I failed them and mySelf I decided, “come on Mons bathe and meditate” knowing the benefits. Off I go to this beautiful rock over looking our dam and I sit Lotus position as taught however the chanting didn’t feel comfortable the latest Dakshini teacher required so I just stopped my egos mind (brain) and breathed.
Well, it happened … Kundalini Rose.
In 1989 after falling 5 stories I hit my head and after this accident Kundalini was awakened, being 24 I didn’t understand, logic told me I have a snake within and at this time in my spiritual experience I was scared so I didn’t encourage the Energy by sitting still for long, anywhere. In 1996 I travelled through India and returned 3 times in 2008 falling in love with India all over again. I am very drawn to India and the spirit wisdom she holds dear, Kundalini was stirring and reminded me of her presence sitting at the computer for many hours researching meta-physics somewhat trance-like on my return.
Anyway, this morning my true teacher returned ( not that she left ) to lift me up up up into the blissful joy, opening my heart wide and confirming I AM not a failure at my growth ever, MY TRUE TEACHER IS WITHIN. Accustomed to the pythonic energy pictured as a snake rising from the charmers basket ego falls down my spine question-less, a quiet observer allowing the energy to lift my head back opening mouth so wide and in total control of my tongue. Nerves awakened around my mouth and nose, the energy twisted my spine stretching out muscles all over my back and neck. Ego was aware as it beholds vanity that I would have looked a sight for the uninitiated, which didn’t worry me as wow this meditation felt so good. When the timer went off I was in nirvana, drunk in the Holy Spirit and was happy to continue feeling the draw on energy through all 7 chakras and out into a pattern of Torus Electrical Energy. My teacher within encouraged me guided me and inspired me to “WRITE THIS article” for this is my truth.
When we learn better we BE better …

Monique Louise Hill
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